Changes
Dun Dun Dun
All of this has come to pass.
I GOT THE JOB!!
Don’t get me wrong, I’m thrilled. Beyond thrilled. I beat out 45 other interviews and I don’t even really have any experience, so either they REALLY liked me or everyone else really sucked. Either way I feel a ton of pressure to deliver.
I think things with the boys won’t be as horrible as I originally imagined, the shift I was offered gives me a large block of time with them each day. So even though I will be away from them more than I am now, I will still have a TON of awake time with them. So important to me!
Here’s the kicker and what is scaring me shitless.
I have to get a physical.
And shots. Multiple shots.
Fuck.
I try not to use that word…but needles ANYWHERE NEAR ME warrant it. Sorry.
I am a HUGE pansy ass when it comes to getting shots. The only needles I have willingly let anywhere near me where the ones that ensured that I would not feel the pain of pushing a baby out of my unmentionables. So worth it.
I’m not happy about this. Not to mention I haven’t gotten a true physical since I got my license. My driver’s license. When I was 17. Yeah. So I’m a bit freaked out about that. I’m freaked out about alot of things. I don’t mind change, but this is really big. Huge. It effects the entire family and it scares me.
I know this is what needs to happen. I know it will be fine. I’m pretty sure I will like the job.
Still scared. Hold me.
Posted in 
Tags: 7 Responses to “Changes”
Leave a Reply
The point is they picked you, so good luck! Shots suck and the yearly TB test too, but you’ll get used to it. Small price to pay for what seems like the job you were really hoping for. Here Here to bigger paychecks!
[Reply]
congratulations again!
becky´s last blog ..My Photography
[Reply]
Congrats. Change is scary (especially when it involves needles!!!) but it can be a very good thing too. Best of luck.
Lisa´s last blog ..Maclaren Volo: First Impressions
[Reply]
Yeah on getting the job!!! You go girl! You will get through the shots, it’ll be worth it! Easy for me to say though!!!!!
Patty´s last blog ..Knee deep
[Reply]
The best thing about shots and needles is that they last just a minute. All the bad stuff is the worrying in advance. If you can remember that, can pound it into your head, maybe you can talk yourself off the ledge just a little, reduce the worrying down to, say, 80% instead of 110%.
That aside though, congrats on being the best one, the one they wanted, and hooray for the good schedule too! *hugs*
Della´s last blog ..Not Me! Monday, contractions and cash edition
[Reply]
Congratulations on the job! Woot!
And just remember that you did, in fact, push not one but TWO babies out of your unmentionables, so really? A couple of tiny needles ain’t got nothin’ on you.
cindy w´s last blog ..Potty-Training 2: Bathroom Boogaloo
[Reply]
Congrats on the job. Yay you. I’m with you on shots. Although, childbirth is way, way, way worse.
Issa´s last blog ..Next time someone asks how different my girls are, I can explain it right here
[Reply]